When I started writing on Sydney Grace's blog I wanted it to be positive. I want it to focus on the Miracle of Sydney Grace and how she has affected our lives. I know I have had some not so positive posts. Today would be one of those. I have decided not to elaborate, but only to say yesterday and today I have been feeling sorry for myself. I will ask for your continued prayers and hope for a better day.
Note: I did add on the sidebar a link to Aly Dart's Photos of Sydney Grace. They are so beautiful. I could look at them all day.
6 years ago
I love you Lindsey. Yesterday was a hard day. When we were going through all of her clothes, blankets, jewelry, etc., I was dying inside. I can only imagine how you were feeling. Lindsey, you have been so strong. You have a right to feel sorry for yourself. You have put so many ahead of yourself for the past month and 1/2, or actually since we found out about Sydney having Trisomy 18. Focus on yourself and let yourself heal. One day, we will see her again!
ReplyDeleteYou are such a strong Mother. Sydney is so beautiful...your whole family is! I cry every time I read your blogs. I cannot imagine the sadness you are feeling. You are in my thoughts and prayers every single day. God Bless you and your beautiful family!
ReplyDeleteIt's a process and that process, I imagine, takes time. Saturday was a hard day for me. No reasons except I simply missed Johanna. Much love.
ReplyDelete*hugs* You are allowed! This is such a tradgedy and you NEED this time to be sad and emotional. You are still SO strong even though you may not feel like it.
ReplyDeleteFeel your feeling whether there good or bad, it's only natural to have some bad ones at this point. When darkness is exposed it allows god to shine his light on it.
ReplyDeleteLindsey--it did not happen in one day and the pain will not go away in day--you have earned the right to have bad days--in time things will get easier---but do that in your own time--No one knows how you feel but you---the sun will shine and the sky will be blue again--some time soon
ReplyDeleteLindsey, I left you something at my blog - check itout when you get a chance. Love ya!
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